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Such PERVS in the world!!

51 year old LOST actor Doug Hutchison marries a 16 yr old girl, with mother's permission of course. That to me is a pedophile. He is old enough to be her grandfather. He also played that creep prison guard in Green Mile, the one who was mean and they made him leave the prison. He played Horace Godspeed on Lost, the leader of Dharma on the island. And they are publicizing it like it is something to be proud of.

Liars and Cheap Airfare

Whether or not you have been keeping up with the Casey Anthony murder trial, I have to say if you didn't see testimony yesterday you really missed out on some shocking testimony on the part of Casey's mother Cindy.
There was evidence that Casey did some computer searches on her home computer before her daughter ever died for "How to make Chloroform" Now you have to know that the prosecution's theory is that Casey used Chloroform on her daughter and duct taped her mouth and nose shut and put her in the trunk of her car. They actually found Chloroform in Casey's trunk. BUT, yesterday Cindy Anthony got on the stand (called by the defense) and said that it was SHE who did the computer searches for Chloroform. At some point the Anthony family has decided to start lying to try to keep Casey from getting the death penalty. Even today her brother Lee is lying on the stand, changing his story. HOWEVER, computer experts got on the stand right after Cindy and the prosecution solicited the information that Casey was logged into her MySpace within 20 seconds of the search for Chloroform being done. Today Lee is saying that the stains in the trunk that the prosecution believes were stains from decomposition, have been in the car the entire time he had the car. He never said that until today. I have to say that yesterday's testimony has been the best so far. It was initially shocking to hear Cindy Anthony testify that SHE made the searches on the computer and then to have the experts almost immediately prove her to be a liar.

In other news. Southwest airlines has been running a 40th anniversary sale on airfares through November travel dates for severely reduced rates. The sale was ending last night. I rechecked our travel dates and not only had our fares not gone down, the prices for our travel dates had gone UP. I was pissed that we weren't going to be able to get in on the cheap fares. But then I decided to get on the website and play around with our dates of travel to see if I could find the lower fares. Turns out the sale on fares did not apply to travel on Friday or Sunday. And our departure date was Friday and our return date was Sunday. I changed our departure day to leaving one day earlier, on Thursday and changed our return date to coming home one day sooner, on Saturday, and VIOLA!! It offered me the lower fares. Our fares went from $167 EACH WAY down to $80 each way. OVER HALF OFF!! I talked to my husband about it and we decided to go ahead and get the tickets now while the sale was going on. We saved $600 due to that sale. I am glad I read the Disney message boards or I wouldn't have even known about the sale on Southwest.com.

Darling husband is having second thoughts about wanting to go to Disney just because it is costing us so many thousands of dollars. It hurts his heart to put out half the price of the trip. I am trying to talk him into staying with our plan and still going with us because I really don't want to have to try to go to Disney by myself with 2 kids. Our plans now are for me and the 3 kids (my 2 and his 1) to fly down to Orlando while he is going to drive to Orlando. Mainly for 2 reasons. One is he doesn't want to fly and second is he doesn't want to be in the car with 3 kids for 12 hours, and frankly neither do I. But we want to have a car when we go to WDW so we can drive ourselves from park to park and get around without having to be dependent on Disney buses to get around. I know once we go he will have a good time and he will be glad he went. It's a once in a lifetime trip.

SCORE one for the prosecution

If you have been following the Casey Anthony murder trial, and if you watched it yesterday you will know it was definitely a day for the prosecution. The funny thing is... the witness that scored so many points for the prosecution was actually called to be a defense witness. It was beautiful to watch as minute after minute passed by when the witness was not giving the defense the answers they wanted. At one point Jose Baez, the scumbag lead defense attorney, OBJECTED to his own witness as being non-responsive! And once the prosecution got a hold of that witness, Jeff Ashton, the lead prosecutor OWNED that witness. It was a thing of beauty to watch. I will have to say it will go down as the best day of testimony so far, in my opinion. And so the trial continues.... If you follow me on Twitter I am constantly tweeting about the trial and testimony so even if you can't watch it at work, I will keep you up to date! @PeggySueCusses

Gardasil is the DEVIL

They have a vaccine out for young ladies called  Gardasil. It is meant for preventing the HPV virus that can lead to cervical cancer. All I knew is it is made for girls age 10 and older. I discussed it with DD (this was last year) and she decided to go ahead and get the shot now. It is a series of 3 shots so we took her in on her regular annual physical and asked for the Gardasil. (I had no idea at the time of the published side effects of the shot. I did not do due diligence in my research of Gardasil)

The day after my daughter got the vaccine she woke up and could hardly stand. She got very dizzy and almost passed out and the feeling didn't go away after she laid down. She said she felt like she couldn't shake the dizziness. Almost like she was having a stroke. I had her stay 'laying around' the house for the rest of the day, which turned into 3 days before she finally started feeling better. I had called the doctor's office when it happened and they said OH NO it couldn't possibly be the shot it must be something else. I believed them.

In between the first shot and when she was due for her second shot I had discussed the effects of the shot on my daughter with some ladies on Twitter only to be told that HEY! Gardasil had bad side effects including stroke and death. People have died after getting the Gardasil shot. And not just one or two. But these phucking doctors keep denying the possibility that it is the shot doing it and keep giving the gawd dayum shot to young ladies.

Well, needless to say we never went back for shot number 2 or 3.

I took DD (DD is darling daughter for those of you who might not know, and yes there are ppl who don't know I found out recently) back to the doctor last week for her annual check up and physical and the doc asked my why we never came back for the remaining shots in her Gardasil series. And I reminded her that at the time she got the first one we had called to inform them that she had had bad side effects from the shot and didn't wish to get the remaining shots. She ONCE AGAIN said OH NO it is probably NOT the Gardasil that caused my daughter to ALMOST HAVE A STROKE, that sometimes when you get up from laying down that your blood pressure drops...and at this point all I heard was BLAH BLAH BLAH... I PHUCKING KNOW and so does my daughter that sometimes if you stand up too fast your blood pressure drops and you get dizzy...but you don't STAY PHUCKING DIZZY for 3 days!!! The doctor is still trying to deny the possibility that the Gardasil had any bad side effects.

What made me think of this out of the blue just now was because I stood up and got real dizzy and it reminded me that ever since DD got that shot she has Syncope (dizziness upon standing) constantly. She never had it before the shot and she has it daily now after the shot. And the phucking doctor won't even entertain the idea that it was the shot. THAT'S WHY PPL ARE STILL DYING FROM GARDASIL SHOTS!!

If you have a young daughter or know someone who does and are thinking about getting those shots for her...do me a favor.. GOOGLE "GARDASIL DEATHS" and look at how many link choices pop up. read some of them. You will see everything from reports from the CDC and articles by some major National newspapers. Even the Wikipedia information for Gardasil talks about all the women who DIED immediately after getting the shot.

HPV may cause them cancer later in life but that shot can cause them immediate death RIGHT NOW.

I should have known better than to let my DD get shots that were so new. After a few more years I think they will pull the Gardasil from the market. Or revamp it to where it is not so dangerous. But my daughter won't be getting any HPV vaccines anytime soon.

Saturday

I am sitting here watching the Casey Anthony murder trial. Yeah, they are even having court on Saturday. I am just killing time. I am going to my friend Nicole's house to lay out/swim today.

This is the weekend we were suppose to be in Baton Rouge on our little summer trip to the water park/amusement park/zoo. It had to be postponed because the kids had some cousins coming in town from Texas (at their dad's house) and they didn't wanna miss seeing them. So now we are going at the end of the month when it is going to be 3 degrees cooler than HELL!

We're on the countdown to our BIG Disney trip. About 4 1/2 months to go. It just keeps getting closer & closer!! I am already nervous just thinking about it. Mostly I am nervous about flying with 3 kids who have never flown before. And my husband NOT being with me on the flight. (He is driving himself)

I keep reading the Disney moms panel and the unofficial Disney message boards so I am as informed as I can be about what to expect and what we are in store for once we get there.

Well, it is 10 after 9 and I have to leave here at 9:30 to go swimming at 10. I will catch you all later.

Sleeping like Dead Ppl

My 2 youngest kids are not in school, of course. It's summer. And right after school ended they were sleeping in until about 10 am every day. It was nice for me because that means I can get up myself at 8 or so and still have a few hours of peace and quiet while they continue sleeping. But the longer summer goes on the later they are staying up and the later they are sleeping in.

Almost every day this week if I didn't wake them up, they slept until NOON. Even my DD who is usually up way before DS was sleeping until 11 & 12 every day. It was still nice having the first half of the day to myself, the bad thing is, with them sleeping that long they wake up STARVING TO DEATH OMG HURRY UP MOM I NEED FOOD OMG I AM HUNGRYYYYY!!!!! hungry.

My oldest son, DS25 was/is always able to sleep for 12 straight hours without even making a move or a noise. Sleeps like the dead. It seems unnatural for a human to sleep for 12 hours unless they are drugged up from surgery or taking prescription meds that make them sleepy, etc.

I wish I could sleep that long. If my body would stay asleep longer than 9 hours I would probably still be in the bed sleeping right now and the fact that they are still asleep wouldn't phase me one bit. But it is going to have to change before close to time for school to start back or they are going to have a real hard time, dragging ass, trying to get up and go to school.

In other news... We were suppose to go out of town to Baton Rouge, LA next Thursday, June the 9th to go to the local water park, amusement park and zoo for 3 days, but we had to put it off until the end of the month because the kids had other things come up they wanted to do more. They have relatives (cousins) coming in town from June 8th - 12th so the cousins won out and the water park trip had to be postponed. Now we will be going June 30th- July 2nd. SO if you had it on your TO DO list to murder me, you can find me in Baton Rouge at the end of the month. You will just have to figure out which days I am going to which place and come find me. =)

SO... This Casey Anthony case is dragging on. Prosecution is still putting on their witnesses and the defense is still doing a piss poor job of trying to impeach all the prosecution witnesses. It may get more interesting when the defense has a chance to put on their witnesses because that's when the big STORYTELLING time begins and we get to hear the ridiculous theories about the kid drowning and the grandfather finding her and disposing of her body. We will get to hear about the alleged sexual abuse Casey suffered through that turned her into a pathological liar who makes up boyfriends, creates friends who don't exist, and lie about having a nanny. Hopefully the defense will get to explain why, that if the kid actually drowned, they found her with duct tape wrapped around her mouth and nose. You don't have to duct tape a dead kid...so what's the story with that?

Right now the prosecution has on a witness who did the testing on the hair that showed the decomposition root banding. A characteristic that only happens to hair that came from a dead body. That hair was found in Casey Anthony's trunk of her car.

I am impressed with this judge. He pays close attention, he is very fair and he is not taking any shit from the defense. He seems to know a lot about the law. He quotes other cases that pertain to this case all the time in trying to help the lawyers know what presidence has happened prior to this case.

Another little piece of newsworthy information... I am making the kids eat through the kitchen. I call it that because since the kids BITCH all the time every time I say we need to go to the grocery store that since they hate going to buy the food so bad, we will stop buying the food and we are going to eat our way through the kitchen until all the food in our kitchen is gone. By the time we go to the grocery store again they will be begging me to go buy groceries. I did however, go to Kroger yesterday for fruits, veggies & beverages and they didn't complain much because I bought them some BBQ Ribs. They love the Corky's BBQ Ribs that Kroger sells and they were on sale for $9.99 so I bought a few of those and they had ribs for dinner last night. DS liked them so well he asked if we could have them again for dinner tonight. ALSO, just a note of FYI. Kroger thinks VERY HIGHLY of their JUMBO Russet potatoes. For ONE BAG of JUMBO potatoes they charged $8.00. If you don't buy the JUMBO ones then the potatoes are TINY, little bitty potatoes. Even the ones they call JUMBO aren't THAT big. But anyway. We are on day 6 of "eat through the kitchen" and I did spend $70 at Kroger yesterday getting fruit, veggies, bread, beverages, crackers... I will let you know how long it takes us to eat our way through the kitchen to the point of actually needing to go buy more groceries. We have 2 freezers and one pantry of food to go through.

Ok, the trial is back on. Back from commercial. Gotta go.